Torturing myself.

Today my mum showed me a lady in my wedding dress. Well technically her wedding dress since she used the design first...... Either way, I wasn't impressed.

I have been uming and ahing my decision and this was the cherry on top. I have been expecting fireworks and tears when I get my dress. I know it maybe unrealistic and I do like the dress so perhaps I should shut up now and stop over annalysing like I do.

But dare I think it, say it....... I think I hate that dress

Stinkyness

I have a new love for perfume.

It comes in the form of a pretty pink bottle and the only downfall with it is Scarlett being the face of the campaign for D&G.

Love it. Now to go buy it!!

*searches for a bargain on google*

Money money money

Have I ever mentioned I hate money??

It's all up to Lovely and the Girls.

So I have mentioned previously how slightly control freak I am and mentioned what I had wanted/might have slightly started to plan for my hen happenings.

Now I have my fantabulous bridesmaids I also understand, traditionally, that is their role.

I have been fighting with my inner controlling self and my brain as I know I can trust my girls with this. I guess I don't really have to but I kinda want to. So I am giving Lovely, who I have decided to make 'head bridesmaid', full control and even though I would like to be kept some what in the loop with the going on's (to keep my inner control freak happy) dare I say it...

I am reliquishing control!

*insert gasps from the crowd here*

But since my Mum has kind of been number one for ages since I took so god dam long to choose Bridesmaids, I would like for them to keep her included as well.

Shoes make me happy....

So I have spent this morning looking at possible Bridesmaid shoes.

I really like the top pair best and personally like the platform base and slightly thicker heel... I think they're comfy and easier to wear.

Flower girls.

While browsing my usual blog roll I went and checked out some amazing photographers and I saw this......

Photo from Pixel Magix

And fell in love with it. So now I am looking around for flower girl dresses very similiar to this and mini parasols. I already have grown up silk ones for the bridesmaids so it will tie in the girls nicely with them. I might also get them matching fascinators or a mini copy of the ones the BM's get. Hm....

Yay!!!

So all the girls I asked said "yes"

I am so glad they did, takes a load off me now that's out the way. Now H2B is trying to work out who he is going to have as Groomsmen. I think he is going to have a BBQ and invite them over and ask them in the next month or so... but we'll see.

I have made the booking for the 28th November so we can all sit down and have a few glasses of bubbles and then what it is the blue box from a few posts back will be revealed!! So excited!!

All done...

So the BMs cards went out in the mail yesterday... Can't wait to see what the girls have to say!